The reality is you may never get the one thing that you seek.
You can imagine it but it may never come.
You may never wake up feeling invigorated for life, driven by purpose. It may be something you grasp for all your life and never attain. Or maybe for only fleeting moments.

Is life still worth living if salvation is impossible?
Is life still worth living if you will never feel you belong in the land of the living?

Yes.